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[Sep. 9th, 2005|06:48 am] |
I want to start writing again. I say again, even though I barely write as it is. The thing is, I have so many thoughts in my head that come up so randomly and I never right them down. I've been working at it, and I seem to be getting a little better, but it seems I never have it around when I really want it. That and my motivation is seriously lacking. It's as if I'm afraid if something, but afraid of what? I would right these words on paper, but I prefer the screen; even though as my cat climbs onto my laptop, I cling to the thought that the screen will never be as effective as the paper. Old habits die hard. I feel ever so frustarted with events. I care about Katrina, but not enough to look up the death toll. I care that Sydnie might have a disease, but not enough to call her and see how she's doing. But the thing is that I do care, I am just unmotivated. My words are having no effect on me now: I am simply writing to type. Or typing to write? My words are incoherent. I look up synonyms for incoherent. I don't care. Thinking about poetry; it's not meant to be read, it's meant to be spoken. No drums and a dark room, just...spoken. I have thoughts of giving up, but they don't formulate fully in my mind. To cluttered. Spelled too wrong. Two. To. Too. Tu? Oh well. I give up really easily. My sentences are short. Are people reading this? What are they thinking? Does it really matter in the end? Thoughts please.'
]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]8uuuuuuuuu. My cat on the keyboard is now on my lap. I should do this more often. Maybe keep the typos next time. I need to start writing again. |
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[Aug. 12th, 2005|06:06 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Jack's Mannequin- Everything In Transit CD | ] |
I think I...I could use a little break.
But today...Today was a good day. |
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| fuck. |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|04:55 am] |
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I really, really hope this doesn't turn into a downward spiral. I hope this ends up helping me in some way or the other, I dont know what to do if it doesn't.
I need my cross back, Rob still has it. I really need it back.
This totally ruined my night, plus I lost my phone. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|08:01 pm] |
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| |  Sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince | ] |
UGH.
The best fucking book I have ever read.
If you have finished: GO REREAD IT FOOLS (Or talk to me about it. PLEASE)
In 2 years time, I will finally be able to die a happy man. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|02:53 am] |
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| |  SO FUCKING ESTATIC AND ANXIOUS | ] |
| [ | music |
| | OotP Audio CD | ] |
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince is out TODAY at Midnight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Has Orgasm*
*Dies of Happiness* (After I read it)
Note: If you would like to reach me, I'm sorry I will not be disturbed and wont answer the phone becuase I will be reading HBP 24/7 at least twice. Please feel free to visit me on Friday though at Borders bookstore. I'll be there from 9:30 in the morning until the book is released at midnight. I WILL NOT CHECK MY VOICEMAILS ON MY PHONE UNTIL I FINISH THE BOOK AT LEAST ONCE (After Midnight on Friday), AIM will be on, but I won't be on it, only an away message. I'm locking my computer away so I wont be anxious to look at it.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
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[Apr. 9th, 2005|12:19 pm] |
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| | new found glory | ] |
I GOT THE JOB AT COLD STONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who works at Cold Stone starting this wednesday? THIS GUY! |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|11:10 am] |
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